Favorite Candies :)

1. Tootsie Rolls- These give you the satisfaction of chocolate but not as much calories as say a Hershey bar or something.
2. Starburts-There are 4 original colors of starburst and I like them all, but my favorite is red ones, then yellow, then pink, then orange.
3. Sour Patch Kids- These make me make funny faces sometimes!
4. Reses Peanut Butter Cups- Whoever thought to put chocolate and peanut butter together is my hero. This is probably a girls best friend at certain times :)
5. M & M's- I like to split these up by color then eat them one color at a time!
6. Twix- I have to be in the mood for caramel and chocolate, but I like it when I am!
7. Red Twizzlers- Makes me think about baseball games for some reason...
8. Pull and Peel Twizzlers- My cousin got me hooked on these, so that is what him and I ask for with our christmas presents from our grandma.
9. Skittles- I like the red ones the best out of this bag.
10. Fun Dip- The sugar is the best part of this, I don't like the sugar stick plain, that they give you to eat it with though.

Cast of my Life

(Some names have been changed for privacy)

Kent is my little brother. He is 3 years younger than me and is the most amazing brother anyone could ask for. We get along great a lot of the time. Sure we have our little fights but we get over it pretty fast. He is an athletic and smart kid and is very energentic and can be humorous in whatever he does. I would probably get Adam Sandler to play him because they can be ridiculous sometimes but always knows how to bring the fun into something that is not.

Nicole has been a close friend for almost my whole life. She likes some gossip but nothing really bad and she can sometimes be high maintenance. To me that reminds me of Beyonce Knowles because even though Nicole isn't as materialistic, she can remind me of wanting things her way.

Renee is one of my best friends and has been for six years. She is more laid back, doesn't really do much of anything. She plays sports, but doesn't go out much besides with close friends and her boyfriend. The actor I would choose to play her would be Katie Holmes because she is the down home girl type that just goes with the flow, never really has a plan.

Colleen is like my older sister except she isn't biologically related to me at all. But I grew up around her and even though she is 30 and I'm 18 now, it' s like we are closer in age. She is one of those girls that never have really grown up completely. She knows how to act professional when the time is serious like at work, but outside of those things, it's almost as if I have a twin sister to talk to and goof around with. I would choose Kristie Alley as her actor, because she is so funny and childish sometimes that they just remind me of each other.

The actress I would cast to play me would be, Lindsay Lohan because I have been told that I have a few similar facial looks. And besides all the partying and stuff I am fun and energetic like her.

Perfect Boyfriend

My perfect boyfriend would be someone who doesn't lie and is always truthful about what is going on. They need to be able to open up to me and still be able to listen to me. I wish that this person would always know what I wanted without me saying something, for example when I just want to be left alone, or when I need a shoulder to cry on. Their interests would be just athletic and in shape. That will also push me to be a better person. He would have to be a little taller than me, but not like 6 foot maybe like... 5.5 to 5.9? Their build would have to be not fat, but not really skinny. His muscles on his arms are the best part! Um, I don't want to be mean but ethnicity would never be asian...possibly white or black. Brown or blue eyes. A singing voice and be able to play the guitar would be great! As for names...I like the name Lucas but he can't go by Luke, it has to be Lucas. I also like Kevin, and Matt as names, but whatever it's not like I have a preference like set in stone. We would meet through a mutual friend and start off just completely hit it off and would talk all night about everything like we have known each other a long time. That is just one possibility.

Apology

Dear best friend,
I'm really sorry about all that has happened recently. I was always there for you and you were for me. I always thought of you as just a friend that I could tell everything. Likewise you tell me everything too. Then you decided to throw things off and tell me that you think of me as more and have for a very long time. I didn't know what to say and I feel bad now that I didn't say anything. I'm just afraid that you will be angry with me because I have not thought about you more than just my best friend. And I just so so sorry about that..I just want you to know that I'm scared to lose you as a best friend. And I'm sorry that I don't want to be more. I hope that you don't take this as bad as I think you will...and that you will forgive me.