Apology

Dear best friend,
I'm really sorry about all that has happened recently. I was always there for you and you were for me. I always thought of you as just a friend that I could tell everything. Likewise you tell me everything too. Then you decided to throw things off and tell me that you think of me as more and have for a very long time. I didn't know what to say and I feel bad now that I didn't say anything. I'm just afraid that you will be angry with me because I have not thought about you more than just my best friend. And I just so so sorry about that..I just want you to know that I'm scared to lose you as a best friend. And I'm sorry that I don't want to be more. I hope that you don't take this as bad as I think you will...and that you will forgive me.